Can't believe I've been at the IRC over a month & have been out of school for almost two. This week has been an eventful one and those coming up should be too.  So much community and activity overall. I love it. 

As I think I've mentioned before, my case manager isn't here so I'm half filling in for her. It's fun and stressful. Today I really felt like I worked there. But tomorrow I need to get there early and be productive! LOTS to do on my task list. LOTS. I really want to get everything done and have everything in tip top shape for when she comes. I feel like I have learned so much about myself this month, but especially this week. And the result is: I'm weak. I already knew this about myself, but now I really need to drill it into my head. I need to begin to be assertive and be more professional when doing my job. As much as I'd like to, there isn't really a lot of room for sentiment and emotion. 

Another thing, I feel that lately I always have a strange feeling. Something surreal. I am not really sure how to explain it. Maybe because I am transitioning into another phase of life? Am I though? Or because I am becoming more self aware or aware of my surroundings? Because I am in a different environment and I'm acclimating to it? I am anxious for the next coming months? I don't know! It's so strange. I somewhat enjoy it, but it does make me feel uncomfortable. Is something bad about to happen? I don't know. Hope I figure it out soon. 

I am anxious to see what July has in store for me. Hoping all is good.